6alal (3)

I'M I BIG BIG BIG FAN OF YANNI! Yup he person in the photo above is him ;p

To those who don't know him...Dont judge!

*sigh* chan zain a7thir one of his concerts...its on my to do list ;p

OH and thats a new post! :D

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this one is dedicated to L!

Enjoy !

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Faris?

ee bas...

i layed my head back on the wall...i heard Dana's voice "comforting" her, trying to make her calm down...i laughed sarcastically when i recalled what happened earlier with the doctor...

It wasn't a mistake after all he really thought i was "Faris"...My eldest brother btw..

Eee Bas Faris ma y7ibha! Laaaiissh..LAAIISSH?!

i heard Dana calling me at the same time i saw Faris rushing towards me...

Faris: Sh9ayir?! Daggaw 3alay L mstashfa ygooloon Raghad tabi tshoofik! shfeehaa?

Aaaahh il ikht 6albita rasmi ba3ad!

7araam 3alaich ya Raghad!

i took a deep breath and answered his questions..

6alal: 7adith...ma feeha shay L7een wayid a7san...

Faris: ashwa 6ammantny!

it was really hard at that moment for me to see her...even though i was worried about her, after what i knew it just doesn't matter anymore

But lucky me..

as i was about to leave he called me....and i repeat i DIDN'T want to see her..

not anymore..

5al Faris yinfa3ha!

Faris: 6alal shfeeek?

i managed to keep the anger the pain all hidden inside...i gave him a fake smile and replied cooly

6alal: ma feeni shay..

Faris: inzain laish wagif barra? ma tabi itdish?

i sighed and followed him to her room...we were greeted no i mean he was greeted by a huge shout..

Raghad: FAARIIS!

She said his name and started crying...he sat near her not knowing what to do, which is very typical of him . he then held her hand trying to comfort her..

she was so taken away by his move it showed in her eyes...

i laughed sarcastically as i talked

6alal: E7m...L 7mdillah 3al salamtich Raghad..

i didn't look at her, she didn't deserve it...but i had to say something

mahma ykoon bit.thil bint 3ammi..

oh na6reen radha?

tara ma raddat 3alay..

kanat wayid mashghoola ma3a Faris..ukhooy!

7asait ib Dana tamsik eedi..

Dana: *whisper* lets go..

we went out of her room leaving the two "lovebirds" alone..

I managed to control all my actions, everything, but there was one little thing that i couldn't control..my feelings

as much as i wanted to forget , and just act like my love to her never really existed, i felt something heavy on my chest...

the fact that she loved my brother made me even worse..why him?

after everything..she chose him.

and lied to me about it

we got into the car and headed to my grandmother's house..

Dana: 6alal tara Ragha-

6alal: Dana bas Allah ykhaleech mali khilg asma3 seerat.ha!

7asait ini dgart.ha bas she just kept quiet..

ma kan li khilg bait yaddi bas nizalt ba3ad shbasawi..

Awwal ma dakhalna 7asait ini ib 3aza! 3amati imsa6ireen yam ba3ath ga3deen yabchoon w 3ami waleed "ubo Raghad" kan tawa 6ali3 bishoof binta..

um Faris: bas ya Salwa thikray Allah ka Faris L7een 3indaha la it7ateen

5alti salwa: *sniff* khosh walad Faris wallah..winni3im fee

mama fa6ma: eeeee! 7abeeebii ya 7ilwaaa! awwal ma dara 3an L 7adith ra7laha rakith...3ad ana dayman agool Faris 7ag Raghad w Raghad 7ag Faris!

Dana looked at me waiting for a reaction...i knew her too well...i stood up as i smiled sarcastically and excused myself to leave..

Raghad was not mine...

not anymore...

and guess what?

I hated her this day...i hated her for doing this to me..

she knows i love her...

oh she knew a very loongg time ago..

but it all made sense now..

her calls every week asking me who;s coming..as soon as i mention Faris' name her tone changes... every time when he's around she's shy and she acts weird..now it made sense..

Now..

she loves someone else....

she loves my brother.....

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W KHALLA9 L POST!

w La77ad ygoolli sh.hal cliffhanger! l2na L post is cliffhangerless :p

Shbi9eer?

yallah goolooli ur guesses ;p

BTW..anyone heard of mrs.chuckbass? malha 7iss killish! i hope she's fine

w bas ;p