Glittery Butterfliez

I'll be Okay

2012-01-24T00:49:00.005+02:00

I never failed doing anything, I was always that "lucky" person. As hard as it gets sometimes I always pull through. I always stay strong. I always work it out.

I didn't do it to hurt you...I did it because i had to. I know it seems hard to understand but its more complicated that you think... It hurts "me" more.

You won't get it, I know it seems like its my fault but I tried, I really did.

I'm not a quitter, but I had to quit on you. I had to quit loving you.. the love that kept growing in my heart for the past couple of years.

I Quit...

But today I realized,

I Failed.

Yes, I failed "Quitting".

6alal (18)

2011-09-02T01:08:00.001+03:00

Aloha!

adri adri 7addii 6awalt 3alaikom bas i was too busy in a weird way. weird 9a7? :p

3eedkom mbarak w ta8abal Allah 6a3atkom mo2akharan, i3tabraw hal post 3eediyya minni ;p

Shlon L 3eed ma3akom?

This post goes out to all my readers!

Enjoy :D

......

Previously

Dana: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

all: SHFEECCH!?

Dana: 6alal 3ogob 2 weeks milchitik! TWO WEEEEEEEKS!

two weeks! and he's officially married to a stranger that he started to fall in love with...two weeks and he's officially married to Dalal..

.........

he couldn't stop thinking about that sudden change in Raghad, ymkin L 7adith athar feha? hahaha...ymkin she feels guilty ?

kaifha...bil 6aggag

he changed his clothes and went to dowaniya

......

Dalal: Yallah Yallah Yalllaahh!

Fahad: *gasp* wallah *gasp* ta3abt!

Dalal: Yallah bas shway!

Fahad: Bas Dalooolaaa Baassss! Abi breaaaakk

...: 3a6i L walad breaaakkk shwaay!

Dalal turned around and found 6alal standing behind her

weh weh ya fashlitii....mn mtaa waaagiiff waraaaaaay!

Dalal: *gulp* 6alaaaalll?!!

Fahad: ana barooo77 ag3ad 3ala ma tkalmeen raylich..

Dalal turned into different shades of red as 6alal chuckled at them..

Fahad struggled as he finally reached the closest bench, took of his shoes and socks, then rested his bare feet on it

Dalal: Abbaaihhh Fahaaaddd!

6alal: *giggle* khalleeeeh maskeeeen..

he looked at her and started wiggling his toes ,in a very disgusting way may i add, with a crooked smile on his face..

she gave him the stare and he kept annoying her knowing she can't do a thing with 6alal around...

6alal: Fahood okhooch Filim

Dalal: *giggle* eeehh

she turned her head around to check on him and found his head moving back and forth...his eyes almost fully closed..

Dalal: abbaaaihhh naaaamm!

6alal: *chuckle* min L ta3ab maskeen :p

Dalal: 3ayyaar hal walad y3arif ytmaskan

6alal: hahaha..kil yom tyoon tamshoon hnee?

Dalal: kil marra mokan ghair l2na il ostath fahad lazim y6ali3 3illah ib kil mamsha

6alal: yabeela gym ma3a rab3a

Dalal: wadaina gym bas mako fayda, bil radda yroo7 bait wa7id min rab3a w yakloon kil ili bil thallaja :p

6alal: 3ayaaal mako illa twadoona L tajneeed!

Dalal: ahahahaaha waay matkhayal shaklaa hnak

Dalal turned to check on Fahad again, she saw him literally sleeping like he never have slept before.

Dalal: 7araaaaam awal marra yaksir kha6ri shofa shlon nayim

6alal looked at him and let out a slight giggle, he looked like a bear hibernating.

they walked towards him, she woke him up gently ..

Fahad: *Yawn* raylich ra7?

waaayy waaaayyyy yfashil hal walad 7ta w oho nayim, as7abha zain! MA YAKSIR IL KHA6IR :'(

Dalal: ........

Fahad: Ohhh kahoo *eyes half closed* Daloola mabi arkith ta3abt

Dalal: khalaa9 binrid L bait la tit7al6am

6alal: maskeen y7aaty L rakith 7ta wohwa nayim :p

Fahad: inzain bas ana yo3an

Dalal: wi7aatii ba6na akthar!

6alal: *chuckle*

they walked until they reached Dalal's car, they said their goodbyes, as Fahad made himself comfortable lying on the backseat.

........

3 days were left until Dalal and 6alal's Milcha, everyone showed their excitement including Raghad.

Raghad was a gem! She helped everyone around, everyone started to like her again except for Dana. she smelled something fishy about that sudden change.

Dana still didn't find that "Perfect" dress.

Dana: Fajooor HEEEEEEEEEEELLLPPPPPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEE!

Fajer: Ya3ni laaii mta? :)

Dana: maaadriii shalbis!

Fajer: kan fe balyoon dress 7ilween 3alaich laish ma sharaitay wa7id fehom?

Dana: abi akooon perfect, i'm their only sister! :(

Fajer: haw abbaaihh intay shfeech?

Dana: Fajoor mn 9ijjii tara

Fajer: wana ba3ad min 9ijji! ba3dain tara L milcha ma7foofa mo lazim tkhibeen 3omrich

Dana: ana ghair

Fajer: istaghfirallah :)

Dana: Fajer

Fajer: Dana

Dana: shasawi?

Fajer:......

Dana: alooo ?

Fajer:......

Dana: FAJOOOOOOOOOOOOOR!

Fajer: *sigh* 10 min wana 3ind baitkom, bnroo7 9al7iya okay?

Dana: okay okay okay! bye!

Dana quickly changed her clothes grabbed 2 muffins and 2 cans of juice and hopped in Fajer's car.

.......

incoming call Raghad...

he stared at his mobile as he kept reading her name over and over again..

ghareeba dagga 3alay

Faris: Aloo hala Raghad...bkhair wallah L 7imdillah intay shlonich?....laa shda3wa...eeeh? w ba3dain?..

......

@ 9al7ia Mall <-- 7assait ajwa2 twitteriyya faj2a :p

Dana: FAJOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRR ABI DRESS!

Fajer: hufff.....Allah y9aberni :)

Dana: Fajooor min 9ijjii shasawi itha ma ligait!

Fajer: ma 3ndich shay ma7ad shayfa 3alaich?

Dana: imbala bas mabi abi dress yideeeedd! A7TAAAAJJJ dress yideed.

Fajer: OKAY :) OH OH! Danooo hatha moo Mayid L emarati rifeej 6alal?!

Dana: Waaainn?!

Fajer: illii hnak 9ob LV

Dana: ee wallahh hatha Mayid!

Fajer: bas mino illi ma3ah?

Dana gazed at the tall lady standing next to him, she looked beautiful and foreign...

Dana: hmm...madri , ymkin his cousin? i know Mayid mo mal hal sowalif

He turned around and saw them standing, he gave them a big smile and walked towards them with that girl walking behind him

Fajer: abbaaihhh fashla shafna!

Dana: shda3wa 3alaaiichh kilha Mayid

Mayid: Salam 3alaikom banat

both: wa3alaikom L salam

Dana: Fajer Mayid w Mayid Fajer,

Mayid: tesharafna...ohhh nisait a3arifkom 3ala Meera, kha6eeebti.

........

Faris: Raghad intay sam3a nafsich shga3da tgooleeen!?....*deep breath* ma 3indi kalam agola akthar mn ili glta! Ma3a L salama.

......

W Khallaaaa999 L pooossstttt!! AYWA YA AYWA! *dancing my happy dance*

shbi9eeeeeeeeeeeer?

btw excuse my emarati :p

Posted

2011-07-28T02:16:00.000+03:00

and again...

stupid dashboard.

I posted.

6alal (17)

2011-07-28T00:55:00.000+03:00

Warning#1: L post Gi9eer! ;p

Warning#2: Madri mita L next post!

Warning#3: Mako CLIFFHANGER :(

Warning#4:This goes out to my twitter followers !

Warning#5: la77ad ys2al sh.salfat L warning l2ni jad madri :p

W Enjoy the post!

.....

Previously

after 15 min of being stuck in the street the cars finally moved and she reached uni!

she walked through the gates half running, holding her books in a hand and her bag in the other...

she wasn't looking around , she didn't see the people walking around her...

but he caught her attention

it was actually him...

again

......

shyayba hneee!

thoughts kept running through her head as she stared at him unconsciously..

he walked straight to her and smiled

AbdulRahman: Dalal

Dalal: uh-

Abdulrahman: shlonich?

Dalal: bkhair il 7imdillah..

Abdulrahman: ana yay asalim 3ala Whayib wild 3amiti w mashi

Dalal: um...okay

Abdulrahman: 3an ithnich

and he walked away...

Dalal: *sigh* ashwaa ...

she looked at her watch and gasped

Dalal: AAAHHH TA2AKHAARTTT!

she literally ran to the class opened the door slowly...

the doc gave her a stare as she whispered "sorry"..

she looked around for an empty seat..

GREAT! mako mokan!

she gulped as she kept on looking...she saw a girl waving pointing at the seat next to her...

she quickly went and made herself comfortable on it..

Dalal: Mashkooraa Raghad!

Raghad: anything for my cousin's future wife *smile*

Dalal smiled back and "tried" to concentrate with whatever the doc was saying..

.......

6alal

he got back home exhausted from work, filled his stomach with "machboos" then ran to his room to sleep...

it's amazing how one person jumps into your life and changes everything...Raghad wasn't on his mind for weeks and weeks...she's a part of his past now, and she'll always stay there he thought

he woke up after a while and sat in the living room with his family..

BoFaris: wallaahh w kubart w bt9eer mi3ris ya 6alal

6alal: wint bt9eeer yad ;p

bofaris: haaaihh w ana w omik bnshayib

omFaris: *GASP* shinhaaawwww? laaa laa laaa...ana shabaab w bathil shabab inta ili btshayib broo7ik..wallaahh!..hatha ili nagi9 ba3ad

boFaris: laaaa wallaah?

Faris: yomma ya3ni killina nikbar illa intay?

omFaris: 6ab3an!

boFaris: 6aiba shrayich tgoolen 7ag 3yalich 3omrich?

omFaris: khamsa w thalatheenn w no9!

they cracked up at her

6alal: mn 3ashr sneen wintay 3omrich khamsa w thalatheen yomma!

omFaris: eeehh l7een 9irt khamsa w thalatheenn w noo999

Dana: hehe...shfeekom il no9 yafrig

omFaris: eehhh eehh yafrig 3adil kalamich yoma! w ba3dain ya 6alal in 9ar 3indik 3yaall ma ynadoonii mama 6aiba

6alal: 3ayal shinadoonich?

omfaris: 6aayoooobaaahh

All: KAAAAAAAK

omFaris: eehh wili ygoli shay thany ya wailaah w yaa sowaaadd laailaah

Faris: zaainn ashwa inich glteelii 3ashan ma atzawaj..akhaf 3yali yt3a8idon

omFaris: inta akhir wa7id ytkallaam! oosshhhh!

Faris: Killlaa zaffaatny!

Dana: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

all: SHFEECCH!?

Dana: 6alal 3ogob 2 weeks milchitik! TWO WEEEEEEEKS!

two weeks! and he's officially married to a stranger that he started to fall in love with...two weeks and he's officially married to Dalal..

after the long conversation with his family, each got up and did his own thing

6alal grabbed his phone and texted Dalal

haa inzafaitay? :p

Laa ashwa, bas 3a6any khazza mo7tarama ;p

oh w guess mino dabbarli mokan bsir3a?

hmm...mino?

Raghad your cousin!

Raghad?

ee! ya7lailha she saved my life ;p

ya7lailha..

he couldn't stop thinking about that sudden change in Raghad, ymkin L 7adith athar feha? hahaha...ymkin she feels guilty ?

kaifha...bil 6aggag

he changed his clothes and went to dowaniya

......

w Khallaa99 L post! WOOHOOO!

Any Guesses?

ana baroo7 "a7awil" aktib post.

arid a3eed w a2akid 3ala kilmat "a7awil"

Btw thank u for the emails w il comments! w fee katha blog mwa9eeny achayik,hom w inshallah i will soon..moo nasya ;p

GN :D

Hello ?

2011-07-22T20:01:00.003+03:00

7aaaaaaaaiiiiilllll bkhaa6ri aktib post 7aaaaaaaiilll! Bas mani 3arfa aktib *cries*

katha marra wa7alt bas lil asaf EPIC FAIL! :p

shil 7al?

P.S. I miss my blog :(

6alal (16)

2011-07-04T00:56:00.000+03:00

I POSTED I POSTED I POSTED! *Dancing my happy dance* WOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

Sawaaitt my twitter challenge :p

This post is dedicated to Myself! wla marra sawait dedication 7ag 3omri (a) E7m :p

Jk..

Fine moo jk it's dedicated to me ;p

P.S. madri mta next post cuz ill be posting mita ma gidart insallah

ENJOY! :D

......

Previously

6alal: laa laa maby shay bas golay wainich?

Dalal: ana 3ind section L cornflakes ;p

6alal:.......

Dalal: 6alal?

Dalal: alooooo?

she heard a deep voice from behind

........: Dalal?

she turned around and it was...

Dalal: *shock* AbdlR7man?

her eyes then shifted behind him....and there was 6alal standing with an unreadable face...

she bit her lower lips as she started thinking...

shga3d y9eeer!

.......

Dalal: aahhh 6alal

he took a few steps closer and stood right next to 3bdlr7man...

3bdlr7man noticed the awkwardness in the air so he turned to face him with half a smile..

3bdlr7man: 3bdlr7man L flany..

6alal raised an eyebrow as he studied his features closely....we finally meet he thought..

6alal: tesharafna..6alal L flany..

*silent moment*

3bdlr7man: 3an ithinkom..

and by that he left the two alone standing near shelves filled with different kinds of cereals..

He knew who he was, and as much as he wanted to ask he wanted to save this talk for later..he looked at her with his eyebrows creased

6alal: Fitness w Coco pops?

Dalal looked at the 2 cereal boxes she was holding in her hands and nodded her head...

6alal: Msawya rijeem?

Dalal: *shock face* laa222! laaaaiishh?

6alal: fitness?

Dalal: 7ag fahad

6alal: w coco pops?

Dalal: *rolls eyes* 7aggii!

he chuckled at the look she had on her face

6alal: ma7ib cornflakes ythakirni bil madrisa

Dalal started laughing at him..he sounded very serious

6alal: kint kil yom ag3ad mit2akhir w atrayag bsir3a nafs L ryoog kil yom! cornflakes bo deech :p

Dalal: hahahhaa *sarcasm* 7araaaaaaaaaaam

.......

Abdulrahman

He sighed a deep sigh as he got into his car...

she moved and so should he..

she ended this

she ended the engagement 6 months ago..

what could he do?

It was "his" future! It was what he always wanted...he had to choose continuing his studies over her..

"She" refused to come with him, and no one could blame her...

her grandmother was sick and she just didn't want to leave her, not yet atleast..

If only he told her he would wait for her...

but he didn't

and now...Now she's with someone else someone called "6alal"

He started the car and rode back to home, his flight to the states was within a week..

.....

They walked around the jam3iya each with his own "3arabana"

6alal: khala9tay?

Dalal: eee

they walked together to the cashier... a couple of people stared at them as they passed by..

they looked as they were a perfect couple

the way they walked side by side and laughed at each other's lame jokes..

Cashier man: All togezer?

Dalal: N-

6alal: Yes

Dalal: laa -

6alal: don't listen .. we want all "togezer"

cashier: o8aay

Dalal: laa may9eeer!

6alal: y9eer

they kept arguing leaving the cashier man waiting

Cashier: pleess sir...21.300 KD

he threw his credit card to him before Dalal got her hands on her wallet

Cashier: you two always fighting togezer? Fighting no good...Numbar?

Dalal and 6alal cracked up on him

6alal: Mo9ir 3ala "togezer"! laa Mako Numbaar

Dalal: maskeen sh3arrifaa :p

Cashier: o8aay

..............

It was 9 am when she woke up super sleepy realizing that she wast LATE!

she ran to the bathroom, washed her face and quickly ran to her closet..

Dalal: Aaaaaahhhh Madri shalbis!

she got out a pair of blue jeans and a very simple white top, put on her nude flats, pulled her hair into a bun, grabbed her black Bottega and ran to her car!

Dalal: ya salaaaaaaaam! L shari3 killish moo za7ma L yom :)

and now she was stuck in the middle traffic

6oo6 6ooo6

it was her mobile

she checked it and saw that it was a msg from 6alal

ta2akhrtay kal 3ada? ;p

Msg Sent to 6alal

eeeeeeeee (a)

she was always on time! always always on time but when it came to sunday's morning class, she was ALWAYS late and she never knew why! <-- (ana chithee :p)

Msg Received from 6alal

Yallah Asra3 Asra3! ;p

Msg Sent to 6alal

Inshallaaahhh inshallaahh :p

after 15 min of being stuck in the street the cars finally moved and she reached uni!

she walked through the gates half running, holding her books in a hand and her bag in the other...

she wasn't looking around , she didn't see the people walking around her...

but he caught her attention

it was actually him...

again

.....

w khallaa99 il pooosstttt!

woooohoooooooooooooooooooooo!

Mino titwa8i3on?

any guesses?

w bas!

6alal (15)

2011-06-16T00:06:00.002+03:00

Hellooo *hides in the closet*

awalan thank u for all ur comments w ur emails !

thaniyan sam7oonii 3ala the super duper LAAAAAAATTEEE post... ..aaahhhh i miss blogging soo sooo much!

this one goes out to my 144 followers!

mako inspiration killiiissshh! fa madri mita i'll post..i guess my posts will be a bunch of surprises ;p

P.S. good luck 7ag ili lail7een ma summeraw! ;p ohh w adri b6igooni bas tara "short" post (a)

Enjoy :D

...........

Previously

Thamer: shfeekum t9arkhoon?

Thamer just got out of the Duwaniyya were all the men were eating and heard the fight

mama fa6ma: a9lan ana moo m3a9ba! s2law Dana shoofo shfeeha 3ala Raghad!

Raghad: mama fa6ma ana mabi asawi mshakil-

mama fa6ma: ay mshaakil yumma? ma7ad msawi mshkila ghair Dana wla i7na shzeena il yom ma feena shay..

Dana's eyes got filled with tears...she couldn't take this anymore, she excused herself and walked towards the door to leave

Fajoor got up to follow her but she told her to go back...

she continued walking in huge steps cursing Raghad with every bad word she recalled in her memory..

until she felt something real hard smacking her nose.

Dana: AAAAYYY!

.........

.....: aassiiifff assiiiffff!

she lifted her head and saw Mayid...

Mayid: ohhhh Dana!

he looked at her tearful eyes

Mayid: shoo feech?

Dana: *sniff* RAGHAAAAAAAAAD!

Mayid: sshhhh sssshhhhh fitha7teeenaaa sshhhh la t9e7eeen

Dana: AKRAHHHAA MA7IBHA!

Mayid: Waboyh 3laich, f'6a7tena fn9 elshar3, t3ale wyayh mwagf motar'y hnak.

Dana: *giggle* ( 6afkom kint katba giggle gooogle :) )

Mayid: *eyebrows creased* shitha7ik?

Dana: astanas lama tgooloon motar

Mayid: sho tbeni agol? "Sayara" ?

Dana: la-

....: Ohh into hneee!

they turned around to look at 6alal..

6alal: maa 3alaih Dana la t.thaygeen khilgich 3ali 9ar

Dana:ifffff bas khala9 tadroon shbasawi?

Both: shino?

Dana: baroo7 ashtireeli ice cream w asibha with every bite

Mayid and 6alal started laughing at her

Dana: wallaahh min 9ijjiiii! laa tith7ikoo-

....: Dana! Danaa!

she turned her head around with her puffy eyes to see her standing..

Dana: *looking at 6alal and mayid*ana bamshi...yallah ma3a il salama

she walked and again she head her calling..

...: Dana please ni6ray!

Mayid and 6alal kept standing with complete silence..

Dana: *deep breath* Na3am?

Raghad: tara wallah ma glt 7ag mama fa6ma tkalmich wla shtikait 3indaha 3alaich

Dana: okay...fee shay thany widich tgolena ba3ad?

Raghad: mmm....asfa

she looked at her from the corner of her eyes, nodded her head, then walked to her car.

he kept staring at her...

min mta raghad ti3tithir 7ag a7ad?

chinna Dana kanat wayid rude ma3aha?

Raghad sighed and went back inside with disappointed read all over her face

Mayid: hathi Raghad?

6alal: eee

Mayid: ohh..

................

He went back inside to find her sitting next to Fajer talking to her, yes she looked like her but she wasn't acting like she was! He studied her actions closely with his sharp eyes, every movement she made...

She felt a gaze so she turned around slowly to figure out who it might be, but he was faster enough to disappear before she could know it was "him" .

......

@ around 8 he got tired and decided he was going back home but first he wanted to stop by the coop..

he called Dalal on his way..

Dalal: ana bil jam3iya

6alal: ay jam3iyya?

Dalal: Mishrif

6alal: wain bil thab6?

Dalal: haha..6alal tabi ayeblik shay?

6alal: laa laa maby shay bas golay wainich?

Dalal: ana 3ind section L cornflakes ;p

6alal:.......

Dalal: 6alal?

Dalal: alooooo?

she heard a deep voice from behind

........: Dalal?

she turned around and it was...

Dalal: *shock* AbdlR7man?

her eyes then shifted behind him....and there was 6alal standing with an unreadable face...

she bit her lower lips as she started thinking...

shga3d y9eeer!

...........

TARARARARARARAAA!

W KHALLAAA99 L POOOOOOOOSSSTTTTT!

tara my emarati was rechecked by my emarati friend "Maryam" fa itha ako badliya ana mali shighil ;p

w salamatkom!

Hello

2011-05-25T10:46:00.001+03:00

Sorryy for disappearing faj2a ..e7iimm

Blogger ma kan rathi yishtighil...inshallah ill post within this weekend :D

w baaasssss ;p

P.S. I missed u!

6alal (14)

2011-05-01T21:56:00.001+03:00

TADAAAAAAAAAAA!
A poooooooossstttt!
w chinna chinna chinnaa...."chinna" 7ayishni inspiration hal cham yom? :p
anyways this post goes out to NAABNAAB broo7ha min ghair wla a7ad l2anha 3yizat whya tan6ir maskeena :p
sorryy for the kate post
Enjoy :D
......
Previously

......

He got back home after that long day
took a hot long shower
grabbed his phone and texted Dalal..

Msg Sent
Lail7een ma 3arafteeeny?

he waited for her reply...and as he expected there was nothing..

Msg Sent
agoolich ana mino?

he waited for her reply....and again nothing.

he sighed and closed his eyes trying to sleep..
he remembered Raghad's face, how heartbroken she looked..
bas waaayiiidd ta2akhartay ya Raghad wayid! he kept repeating in his head nonstop until his phone beeped indicating that he had received a new msg..

Msg Received

6alal?

...........

he grabbed his mobile and smiled....

he decided to call..

.........

ana ghabiyyya ... ghabiyyaa! shaku dazza msg? SHAKU! Ballah moo 6alal? w ballah gali ee ana 6alal w ohwa moo 6alal w balla-

+96512345678 calling...

*GASP*

AAAAHHHHHH! she stared at the phone for a second then quickly rejected the call..

+9645123465678 calling...

And again she rejected it..

inshallah ma ydig marra thanya....hatha shakla wa7id 8aleel adab!

Msg Received

yuba wallah 6alal!

she kept staring at her mobile...

laa laa ymkin ga3id ychathib...ba7gir

10 min. later

Msg Received..

Dalal ana 6alal L Flany...zawj il musta8bal ;p

riday okay?

she read the msg over and over again and felt her cheeks burning....waaaayyy fashla

adiz msg? wla bas an6ira ydig? *GASP* itha dag shagoolaa?! OH! agooola banam?

laa laaa 3aaibbb

hufff

she grabbed the phone and texted him back

Msg Sent

Okay

......

He started laughing when he got the msg..

wa akheeraaann!

calling Dalal...

6ooo6

6oooo6

6alal: aloo..

Dalal: *silence*

6alal: *chuckle* aloo Dalal?

hufff laish kila yith7ak!

Dalal: hmm....

6alal: zaain radaaitay!

Dalal: *giggle*

6alal: shlonich?

Dalal: il 7imdillah..

as2ala inta shlonik wla la? laa laa baskit ya3ni tekana.

6alal: Dalal?

Dalal never felt that nervous in her life, ever, it was just weird....he felt the awkwardness and tried to lighten up the air around

Dalal: na3am

6alal: agolich nikta?

Dalal: *giggle* eee?

SLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM

Dana: 6AAAAAAAAAALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLL! MINO GA3ID T7AAACHIII HAAAAAAAAAAAA? ITHA MAYID TELL HIM I MISS YOUUU!

6alal just stared at her....mooo waktich Dano killish

Dana: *GASP* AAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! AHA AHAA! OKAAAYY OKAAAAAYYY FAHAMT WALLAAH FAHAMT! ADRI ADRI T7ACHIII E7IMMM ?

6alal felt like smacking her on the face..

he ignored her and got back on the phone only to hear Dalal laughing at them...

6alal: tith7ikeeen haa? maashiii

Dana: DALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! *snatching the phone from 6alal* 3A6NI! OHHH 6ALAAAAAL!

she snatched the phone from him and put Dalal on speaker...

Dalal was just laughing...

Dana: Daloooooool shlonich?

Dalal: zaainaa! intay shlonich?

Dana: tamaaaaaaaam..

6alal: Dano 3a6eeny mobiley!

Dana: LAAAAA2222! dalal mino tabeen t7acheen ana wla 6alal? goolaay il 9ij 3aadii

6alal: btgi9 wayhich tara

Dana: psshhh btgool ana..... 9AAAAA7?

she just laughed..

6alal:Btgoool 6alal bas mistaaa7yaa...3adil Dalaaal?

Dana: waaayy waaaaayyyiidddd im9addig 3umrikk a9laa-

he went after her to snatch the phone back

Dana: LAAAAAAAAA2222222! WAKHIR 6ALAAAL!

6alal: YEEBAY!

they froze on their places once they heard

6ooooo6

6oooooo6

6ooooo6

6ooo6

she gave him the innocent look...while he gave her his death stare

Dana: *Gulp*

6alal: Barra la agoomlich L7eeen :)

Dana: *guilty* Ma tabeeni adig 3alaiha marra thanya?

He took a deep breath and walked towards her..

Dana: la la la la! wallaaahhh wallaahh baroooo7..

and she ran out of his room like a chicken while he locked the door twice behind her...

he dialed dalal's number again, apologized and then he actually talked to her...Dana lighted up the situation and it kind of became much easier for the two to talk..

.......

its been two weeks, and their milcha was set after three months..

talking to Dalal was a habit now, every day he'd call her and spill everything out...she ,unlike Raghad, would listen to him and light up the whole day. You know this feeling when you know that when everything turns out black this person will still be there and change everything back to white again? This was exactly how he felt towards Dalal.

....

Friday

he parked his car and got down talking on the phone..

6alal: Yakhi awal ma to9al dar3im w dish il duwaniyya!...il salfa mo 9a3ba tara...chinik awal marra zayerna :) ...haa?-

and ofcourse she always popped out at the wrong time....

yup Raghad was there looking at him...but this time she was normal.."drama" couldn't be read on her face..

she saw him busy talking, so she smiled and waved her hand as "hello" then went inside the house.

he continued talking on the phone normally

he went inside and the normal greetings took place..

Fajer: 6alal wain Dano?

6alal: Dano ga3da tsawi cake min 9ba7 Allah khair

SLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMM

once the door was opened everyone turned to look at who just entered..

it was Dana holding a dozen of magazines in one hand and and a huge box of cake in the other...

Dana: LUUCCYYY HEEEEELLLLLPPPPP!

Poor Lucy came running towards dana and she quickly helped her with the things.

6alal: sh9ar 3ala caketich ili khabatna 3alaiha min il 9b7?

Dana: *the look* moo shighlik....il mohim i got desert

Fajer: HAHHAHAHAAAAHAHAA! AKEEED I7TARGAAAT!

Dana: Fajooor mako cake okay?

Fajer: laaa khalaa99 asfaa...killish wla crumbs 3ad ma a8awma!

Dana went to greet the rest of the family...she noticed Raghad who got up from her place and greeted her with a sincere warm smile...

Raghad: Hala Dana..shlonich?

Dana: uhh Zaaina?

she said that and walked away leaving Raghad standing on her place...her grandmother gave her a look but she walked away pretending that she didn't see it. she knew her grandma loved Raghad the most from all of her cousins..

Dana: shfeeha Raghad il yom 9ayra 6ayba?

Fajer: ee madri t9adgeen...9arlaha cham yom mitghayra

Dana: waaihh ma 3alaaich minha ... tamtheel ib tamtheel!

Fajer just shrugged her shoulders...

.........

she kept staring at her plate...

Mama Fa6ma: haw Raghooda yumma shfeech moo ga3da takleen? <--- waayy hathi shaghlat il yaddatt :p

Raghad: ma feenii shay bas sara7t shwayya

Mama Raghad: shfeech yumma il yom mo 3ala ba3thich? a7ad mthaygich?

she looked at Dana with the corner of her very sad eyes...

Raghad: laa ma7ad

She smiled warmly at Raghad who always broke her heart then turned to face Dana..

Mama fa6ma: Daaanaaaa!

Dana: na3am mama fa6ma?

Mama Fa6ma: shfeech il yom mnafsa 3alainaa?

Dana: ana mnafsa? :O

Mama Fa6ma: eeee intay! ma 3indina bil 3ayla Dana ghairich

Dana: laa mama fa6ma moo mnafsa wla shay

Mama Fa6ma:dam moo mnafsa 3ayal Shfeech 3ala Raghad? laish killa mkashra ib wayihha haa? moo 3aaibb? moo 3aib 7arakat il yahal yali tsaweenhom?

Dana just looked at her grandmother speechless...while Raghad kept staring at the floor..

Dana's mom weren't here, and no one had the guts to speak to their grandma when she's mad, they all know how cranky she gets

Badriya: Yumma hadday a39abich shwaya tara il salfa ma tswa

Thamer: shfeekum t9arkhoon?

Thamer just got out of the Duwaniyya were all the men were eating and heard the fight

mama fa6ma: a9lan ana moo m3a9ba! s2law Dana shoofo shfeeha 3ala Raghad!

Raghad: mama fa6ma ana mabi asawi mshakil-

mama fa6ma: ay mshaakil yumma? ma7ad msawi mshkila ghair Dana wla i7na shzeena il yom ma feena shay..

Dana's eyes got filled with tears...she couldn't take this anymore, she excused herself and walked towards the door to leave

Fajoor got up to follow her but she told her to go back...

she continued walking in huge steps cursing Raghad with every bad word she recalled in her memory..

until she felt something real hard smacking her nose.

Dana: AAAAYYY!

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W Khallaa9 Il poooooosssttt! shitiwa8i3on bi9eer?

any guesses? ;p

w bas!

Breathe

2011-04-29T00:36:00.002+03:00

Breathe…just breathe.

Breathe… for a broken heart that’s waiting for a chance to make it work again.

Breathe… for a heart that’s willing to live, a heart that “needs” to live.

Breathe…because once your heart stops beating every pain will stop healing.

Just breathe and let go of the pain.

Breathe…and live for those who love you.

Breathe… so I can sleep without worry and anxiety.

Breathe… because I can’t stand the thought of waking up in the morning with no more you.

Breathe…because “I want to make you proud”.

Hold on to yourself just like I’m holding on to you.

Don’t STOP breathing…

just not yet.

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Aaaahhh I can't sleep!

ma 7asait ib nafsi ila wana ga3da aktib hal post..im working on the story post ba3ad w inshallah i get it done!

P.S. ya jima3a la77ad yifham ghala6 :p

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